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七月 13, 2010
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the complete of hometown journey, and reunited with baby son.

七月 13, 2010

Its the last work day in the first week of baby’s dad’s return from his hometown in central China. baby’s dad also suggested to buy a electronic bike, which a long time hunt for emakingir, baby’s mom. the night baby bathed, so did his mom&dad at home at cost of ema who prepared&clean the lavatory.

rains and clouds, that’s all bliss.

六月 11, 2010
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8/6/2010
a beautiful rain night.^dinner is delicious. adding sidebar widgets to family clogs. the rain turns heavier in night. dirt around challenged me severely first&last quite some time. didn’t buzz baby. attending d/l till 10:29pm went to bed.
read&attending d/l since got up.^it rained all night. dreamed of baby son, but can’t remember now. patiently waited for download some games from web. buzzed baby’s mom, emakingir for several times but unaccessible. today is memorial day of our wedding ceremony back to 2002. missing baby son very much these days. it drizzled all time today, but i felt extraordinary blessed&secure. missing Masheng, girl zhou, girl lü, in my screaming of songs in dad’s old house in rain cats&dogs. after lunch, ema talked to me online, God don’t refuse what she dreams after or for. as to me, i quite satisfied by my new portable disk&collection of games&warez from the most endeared Internet. God, i never live apart a second with my baby son, God of Universe, U know!! i love him, u, so much!

9/6/2010

decision to return to baby son&aftermath.^last afternoon i felt pains, as well as inspiring from baby when i review family album online. decided to return Qiqihar to see him. God purified me with rains cats&dogs, and weeping cloudy. waited till baby returned from his kindergarten&buzzed in. baby received my call, permit my quit from my hometown Zhudajiu. informed elder sisters about my decision&asking help me buy train tickets on way to county city. rested in night with TV. then baby’s mom, emakingir buzzed in, changed my choice by her possible tour with baby to Zhudajiu next month if she was allowed to stay with new grade sixth students in new term as she did now. baby again didn’t talk to me in air, but i assured his mom i will be Ok if baby don’t missing me now. informed elder sisters the new decision, waiting here till see if baby with his mom can visit the village in summer vacation.
dreamed of baby again.^dreamed of cult sales or MLM, likely again dreamed of baby son in gloom. got up till breakfast ready. sunshine flushed when i went to make water. last afternoon i deleted all unfinished downloads for the return to baby son, this morning i first arranged d/l after workspace ready. its cloudy now, but God knows linkage between baby&me stronger than ever. how great it would be when warrenzh, owner of domain warozhu.com, visit his grandpa’s hometown second time with his mom in booming summer?! 
tried new yahoo profile’s homepage.^supplement missing tweet yesterday for postponed elation of reuniting again with baby son in Qiqihar, for his mom suggested a possible revisiting my passed dad’s house in her summer vacation with baby. found yahoo redesigned user profile ui, made customization on it. nicely! also babbled with mother&visiting evil former neighbor wife on young lives’ perished China situation. the demon, eldest brother also visited in order to profane. Pray God shows me soon sunshine for sanity.

benzrad’s comments on the day.

benzrad朱本主子卓邱松说: a new generation of akin with English just urging to given birth sooner after the collapse of nowadays China authority hates&inferior to western power. English url superior&enjoyed by most Chinese to come. then those url consisted by numbers hotly chased after by Chinese isp today will dumped like rubbish, or paper tiger like nowadays China currency. quite born losers investing sinks.

benzrad朱本主子卓转播:

there is surely disobedient between central Empire&tribe of Korea. || iamlukas(@iamlukas): || 爵士银猴(@i-houzi): +1

连岳:养了一条狗,人人都说是狼,养大了发现真是狼,为了面子,还得搂着当宠物。——这就是中朝关系。

deadly craving for a real people’s representative government heated and on hot.

 Benzrad Zhu

risk life to hurt bureaucracy who damage our life, that’s righteous, except the real hidden dog that manipulating the infringement of our peace&quality of lives for decades since the stolen state power turns inner-outward. robbery occurs everyday nowadays in China.

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广西梧州6名法官执行案件时遭泼硫酸 2人重伤

10/6/2010

God grants my joy of natural.^read while d/l most day. chatted with baby’s mom, emakingir online but she in bad mood&soon rebuffed. a bit curious about vacation tour she promised if available. talked more about God to mother&had to clean dirt with aid from God. lately dined while downloading. in night chatted again with baby&his mom who now in right mood, likely after reckons. also adding her vodpod TV site onto honored links on her 163 blogs. God sees its a nice day, even chill&wind let people stay indoor all the cloudy day.
dreamed of once workspace.^dreamed of QRRS, my once long time employer. dreamed of its dorms, where a girl in family name Gao, likely named Gaorongxin 高荣欣, and some other girls trying to date me or other stuff. got up lately just for breakfast. its windy again, but i managed to work in open space in dad’s front yard. enjoy Masheng in weak in need for me.!
a happy day with flock of visitors.^read till youngest elder sister&her husband visited for the coming dragon boat festival. mother cooked rich meal&drank&talked about kid brother’s fancy new female outside of his wife in county city. soon when i read again neighbor girls returned from labor living in developed cities in eastern China. they chatted online via qq, then demo&help the granddaughter of the evil dark house in front of ours use other products, including mail, microblog, alumni of qq, a Chinese monopoly portal. after dinner the recently frequent girl students visited&tried new games. they fascinated by a 3d game they likely first time experience. invited dined with us, granddaughter of elder brother tried a game she once played with my nephew&greatly enchanted. sorted stuff newly got from web till dark outside. watched TV till 9pm surfed again. didn’t contact with baby nor his mom today. it turns sunny shortly when girls fiddle with their qq. its the longest day i worked outside adopting convenience of clouds.

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

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Sunny days with games.

六月 7, 2010

last night again dreamed of baby son, who sat in the inner circle of stadium watching a school sports game. when i attempted to care baby&asking him to move, his mom again refute my proposal, so i again lost temper and beat her. baby son cried and let me left. then i woke up. the scene in dream let me sorry, for i let baby indecisive, let his interest hurt, let me less know baby’s true feelings. its a pale morning, i felt i need more reinforce from God, my passed dad, Masheng, my Crowned Queen of Japan. God, u know all my road toward my new China Empire of 1109 years’ soverein, u know what’s i care most. put more tasks on me before the emerging reality turns clearer. bring my second son, one of ur gift for Masheng&me. promote me to new stage with my girls, esp. girl Zhou now, in best time in new marriage. God, let the thirsty drinks water, the burning for losing&revengeful healed. God, i forever live with u, my passed dad&most beloved baby son, warrenzh, owner of domain, warozhu.com.

God, my life here is quite enjoyable, except missing for my baby son, warren zhu. God, let my beloved in peace, lent ur Son more insight.


benzrad’s tweets on Jun 2,2010

God, i got my new portable hard disk. thx!^finally got my 3rd portable hard disk with my elder sister’s loan, including 2 wrecked in those years, like flying in clear sky! just got all data backup onto it. so clean now! the purchase happened in the county city, with my 2 brother-in-law&a nephew’s companion. shot more photos on the way for panorama. now i can drive my notebook more swiftly with less data load on it. without breakfast i launched, delayed some time in the county for elder sister who brought the loan arrived lately. its cloudy in the morning, but turns sunny when i returned home&launched to migrate/backup data onto the new hard disk. now it turned pale again. God saves.



all morning prepared posting blog with recent photos. first time tried panorama software to combine some photos of Zhudajiu village, and the result really daunting/amazing! treated visiting girls with games. when it drizzled i felt at home, and buzzed elder sister about the loan to buy myself a portable hard disk as she promised several days ago. positive answer at once gained. in the night arranged next day’s contacting&buying details with elder sister. talked to baby’s mom about baby’s birthday, but she refuted to go online. restless night for the joy of owning new storage media.
enjoy new portable storage.^migrated&backup data to new portable disk most afternoon, real nice work. mother bough fish. dined in back yard among dirty neighbor wives. haunted outside when mother babbled with a cheap woman. chatted with some folks in front plaza of the village. demons, including my elder brother, and good willed villagers let me wonder in front of fish pond in front Zhudajiu. buzzed baby’s mom about remission. felt discrete but mother sat aside me in room attempting rubbling. God, clear my way toward the Holy!

benzrad’s tweets on Jun 3,2010

busy with posting recent photos, esp. panoramas i made.^posting recent photos, including panoramas from footage. its sunny in morning, but now turns pale. nice to see task done.
the author has some points, but as to me, visionary or other great merit, is naturally lives in the living mind, lives in God’s message. the holder don’t hesitate in himself on things or vision ahead.
BTW, i don’t think facebook will replace nor wipe out google, but enrich the diversity of coming mobile information world with instant access anytime anywhere, with google, who exactly at the same time an innovator on the task. facebook more and more evolves itself from a close friends circle into an open world publish, like what google a veteran been with.
in a word, the world coming is a freer and more capable multiply dimensions. people live with more support of independent and plenty, esp digitally. God, of the world never seen and ever sees, don’t let the world deteriorate but constantly surprising the world witnesses.

read till waist fatigue.^read all afternoon, also attending download. rest some time on long bench in early dusk in front yard with music from cellphone. dinner is rich with pepper&fish in backyard. the neighbor husband tried to chat when we busy eating. haunted outside, taste water from the old well when i met a honest folk carrying water&follow him to his house. babbled about nowadays China and International affairs. felt dirty after left, praying God’s save on way to front pond, where i clean my thoughts. teased grandson of elder brother awhile on way home. mother foolishly while selfishly comment anybody talking to me should be obliged, i replied, anyone i talked to honored. she also attempted to persuade me doing chores myself. baby’s mom, emakingir, talked online about the clerk woman in office designed detaining baby’s kindergarten allowance granted by the company’s policy, aiming to let me close my journey here. i decided to let it go.

benzrad’s tweets&comment on Jun 4,2010

让他们徒劳的投资这些公器(实乃私器)吧,直到压垮他们仍然无救,那就是我们的曙光初照。

连岳:京华时报:永州市法院枪击案后,北京市各级法院都已加强了安保力度。部分法院实行了贴身扫描、启动24小时安防监控系统等措施。——公正才是最好的安保措施。

post panorama to panoramio.^read since got up. posted latest tweets to 163&qq. posted recent photos to family panoramio. tried to update&addons songbird to play bible radio, but again failed. maybe i need a solution for online radio. hunted for d/l late afternoon. mother cooked rich meal. haunted front plaza&shot more photos. visited building new house in outer field of Zhudajiu. buzzed baby’s mom discussing if she would bring baby son visit Zhudajiu in coming summer vacation&return to Qiqihar whole family before new term, but she refuted. sorted stuff in night, read more after watched awhile TV about Japan’s new primer. a neighbor son returned with his wife, who both lives in Xi’an, western China, in dusk.

benzrad’s tweet on Jun 5,2010

tried new panorama tool.^worked since got up. tried a new panorama creator but didn’t satisfied. village girl students visited&gamed on my notebook. os infected again amid trying new radio softwares. restored os after gaming girls left. now clearer sky waving to me in surfing waves.
post photo, esp. panorama to domestic web album.^dined in backyard. haunted village front yard. chatted with a guy in his front yard, also shot photo for a visiting elder woman. teased some kids in the village open space, till some demon kids too annoying. post recent photos, esp panorama of village’s front space to domestic web album.

benzrad’s tweet on Jun 6,2010

read, then let village girls gamed on notebook as God grants.^enjoyed reading till the 2 girls visited again. wondered in sunshine in front yard, talking with dad&baby son, God of Universe. met another girl who smartest&missing in morning for she visited her grandma since last afternoon. mother let vendor installed new gas range. its a blessing afternoon.
dined with beer. haunted outside, shot a baby girl&invited to dine with their family by a retired doctor. shown them movie of his granddaughter’s performance on their TV. returned when it dark. talked to baby how i glad today with communication with God&him in sunshine. 

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ
From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

a gracious sunset.

village Zhudajiu’s kids and cows, which less and less nowadays.

panorama of Zhudajiu’s front space.朱大九村口全景图。

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finally equipped myslef with a 320GB portable disk.

六月 3, 2010
tweet on Jun 1,2010
all morning prepared posting blog with recent photos. first time tried panorama software to combine some photos of Zhudajiu village, and the result really daunting/amazing! treated visiting girls with games. when it drizzled i felt at home, and buzzed elder sister about the loan to buy myself a portable hard disk as she promised several days ago. positive answer at once gained. in the night arranged next day’s contacting&buying details with elder sister. talked to baby’s mom about baby’s birthday, but she refuted to go online. restless night for the joy of owning new storage media.

tweets on Jun 2,2010
God, i got my new portable hard disk. thx!^finally got my 3rd portable hard disk with my elder sister’s loan, including 2 wrecked in those years, like flying in clear sky! just got all data backup onto it. so clean now! the purchase happened in the county city, with my 2 brother-in-law&a nephew’s companion. shot more photos on the way for panorama. now i can drive my notebook more swiftingly with less data load on it. without breakfast i launched, delayed some time in the county for elder sister who brought the loan arrived lately. its cloudy in the mornging, but turns sunny when i returned home&launched to migrate/backup data onto the new hard disk. now it turned pale again. God saves.
enjoy new portable storage.^migrated&backup data to new portable disk most afternoon, real nice work. mother bough fish. dined in back yard among dirty neighbor wives. haunted outside when mother babbled with a cheap woman. chatted with some folks in front plaza of the village. demons, including my elder brother, and good willed villagers let me wonder in front of fish pond in front Zhudajiu. buzzed baby’s mom about remission. felt discrete but mother sat aside me in room attempting rabbling. God, clear my way toward the Holy!

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raining day after flashing sunny days.

五月 28, 2010

this is a serene morning, after a raining night. its lunar Apr 15, so lots of crackers in dawn by villagers memorising their ancestors. i was deeply concerning the portable hard disk God grants me previously. i asked for lean from my youngest elder sister, she promised but so far didn’t inform me when i can get it. sinful eldest brother approached me by the excuse of talking his daughter in college in Wuhan, and sat on my stool and profaned quite some moments. i sang for joys after published recent photos. God, dad, Masheng, when is my new marriage that brings me harmony never seen?


below is recent tweets&comments by benzrad, 朱子卓.

26/5/2010

baby’s birthday ignored by his mom.^read most day. dozed at noon but woke up by 2 visiting old women in the village. shown them online album for one of them shot by me previously. arranged downloading after dinner then haunted outside. shot some photos in front plaza. chatted with an villager once worked in the county city. baby’s mom, emakingir, tentatively ignored baby’s birthday today, abiding her mother’s freaky picking baby’s birthday annually by comparing lunar calendar with Gregorian calendar. shits!

sick and sin of mother.^read all day. mother fetched the granddaughter-in-law of my elder brother, a Hu, who is about 2 years old and likely lack of affection, to home to care, for elder brother family busy with field harvest. cared download. at noon got the idea that equipped myself with a portable harddisk. buzzed my youngest elder sister&got her promise of lend me the money. mother complained of sick of too many shits, bought some medicine late afternoon. i haunted outside after dinner, chatted with a worker of state grid but lives in the village. mother again surveillance me&urged me to return home early when i in chat. in night her sick view of personal affection or love shown itself, which quite sinful as God informed me already, to me. God, dad, i never waste a second on the dark in my mother’s soul, i linger here for u, for my new life with my girls, esp. girl zhou, my 3rd wife, and my second wife, Masheng, never let me fail in peace on ur lovable land, Zhudajiu village.

Benzrad’s comment on May 26,2010
so acute the point!!!
by dabbog@gmail.com (benzrad zhu朱子卓)

China mainland nowadays no doubting falling into its last struggle against breaking apart. the dictation elite squad long time preparing for their exit, tried best to grasp more treasures with their corpses in tomb covered by earth. darkness by the evils already scattered by the original potential of Chinese, esp. the heavily handicapped Chinese peasants. China, never belongs to republic nor communist.

in reference to: http://www.oschina.net/news/9353?from=rss 
(view on Google Sidewiki)

27/5/2010
haircut.^sleepy morning. haircut after breakfast, bu the visiting barber’s razor let my upper lid bleeding. it drizzled in the morning. hope i can get my portable hardisk sooner.

raining day.^read all time. second time told mother God grants me no anxiousness with living (yesterday told her God grants the new portable harddisk.), to assure her to rip her usual doubts. she sinfully left dad’s house at once in doubts, i also re-download a radio software to reconnect to bible radio. sleepy when i rest on long bench while listening preach in air, however, i managed on notebook, &finished following a talk program from the radio. God, Masheng, let me get my portable harddisk tomorrow in a sunny day, let me talk to baby&his mom, &fix her chrome sooner. Masheng, u asked for assignment, i know, pl bring my girl zhou, as well as my other girls under my Royal of China, join me in new marriage ahead in most blessed time or moment. 

raining night with remote support for baby’s mom.^bathed to clean cut hairs. watched awhile TV till mother retreated from my room. help baby’s mom, emakingir, to fix her frequently crashed chrome by equipping it with a new extension to backup/restore sessions, all done online. also tried new way to video chat, now that gtalk heavily lagging&echoes. told my coming new portable hard disk. it rains harder in night. i really love it.

benzrad’s comment on May 27,2010


富士康昨晚12跳,传闻第13跳也已发生

llp azxj – 老郭的鞠躬太牛了,每次一结束就跳,求你别鞠躬了,好好反思解决根本问题吧 11:58 am

benzrad zhu – young Chinese expressing deep desperation with their lives, in the face of deaf&dumbfound Chinese authority nowadays. 1:41 pm

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lovable booming summer arriving!

五月 20, 2010
19/5/2010
busy day, end it with family plaxo profile refined.^read most day. sorted stuff from web. late afternoon visited front plaza of the village&elder brother’s house. shot some photos. teased the grandson of brother. dined in back yard of my dad’s old house. baby’s mom, emakingir, inquired Chinese job sites, but refused to elaborate online in night, when i tried to chat with baby son via QQ. check ema’s 163 blogs, refined family plaxo profiles, done till near 10pm.

20/5/2010
a warm cloudy morning.^the rubbish rabbles among sinful neighbor wives woke me up, and drove me getting up. sang in echo of birds’ twitters. a visiting niece’s shows her astonish upon baby son’s smartness, and enchanted me. then prepared recent photos for publish. roasters croaking around, so peaceful a village scene!

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Holy message closer to me.

五月 11, 2010

ants moving in line amid raining days in benzrad’s hometown village, Zhudajiu

五月 10, 2010
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its my first time since my departure the village climbing on the Chinese social ladder by schooling near twenty years ago, that chill even in early summer in raining day so prevailing. within 2 days i cough a lot, and loathed to open my notebook to dig on my web presence. God, the rain surely killing dirt by draining, and saving the thirsty. God, this morning u let me got up lately and talked with u, Masheng, my Japanese Crowned Queen, so many bliss in my life ahead. 
just in the mid of dirt&challenge from the demon in the front dark house of my dad’s old house, some village girl students visited here again. i let them watching animation online and played pc games. its a cloudy day, but warmth resumed, and i likely wouldn’t suffer cold since now. last night baby son talked to me, even just let me knowing that he is busy with bathing and wouldn’t talk to me. this morning i dreamed a lot the adversity he was surrounded. God, u know how i love him, God of Universe, Hope of China. hopefully i can equipped him with a new Dell notebook, which delayed by evil in QRRS, my once and long time employer, with which his&mom and myself, as well as baby son, all improves to a satisfying working and entertaining platform.
now, time to close this verse, my dear, my beloved, God sees how i missing u, in this anonymous countryside, my heart forever links to u, to the golden moments we shared. i praying with earnest&assurance the coming years we live together in our palace that’s dream scape.

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life with new and more assurance on land of God, dad.

五月 5, 2010

2/5/2010

settled in dad’s house, in hometown village Zhudajiu.^its has been almost a week since last blog. now, after 3 days on the road, i settled in the old house of my passed dad. my aged mom cooked for me, and i enjoyed the food very much as usual. the broadband likely will working next day. it has been sunny days since my arrival. yesterday i slept a lot, amid reckons from the shrewd folks in the village, whose inhabitant mostly in family name Zhu. last night it again hard for me to sleep, i felt God, my passed dad aside me, and all of sins in the folks, esp. their wives.
the journey on the train is the tour i babbled most in my life. in thirst for my missing girl zhou, as well as my other wives, i searched every single girl for my beloved. in my dad’s house these days sometimes those girls’ friendly attitude toward me when i sought talking with them reappeared in my mind eyes, and i was deeply touched by their tender hearts for me. on the distant bus from Wuhan to Wuxue, my hometown county, the movie on the bus is a love story, the endeared moment with my girl zhou in QRRS was called forth to my mind, i was more assured that love is immortal, and my new family with my girl zhou, is blessed even stronger.
last night it rained first time since my arrival. to be exact it started in late afternoon. when it drizzled, i didn’t see God’s view. but in the night it turns clear. my surf&reading occasionally led to some exotic pictures, then i sensed all dirt among the villagers under my feet. i see God’s mercy and kindness. last time when i lived in the village for more than 2 months, it was exactly the dirt around drove me away from my passed dad, God, his land. the rain also a Bliss and nutrition to my beloved that praying for our gathering. i know God sets it up already, and in the most elegant and brilliant way.
this morning i finally broke China surveillance which failed me many attempts yesterday, successfully posted all photos&videos in the journey. God grants my enjoyable working space anywhere i bring with. Ok, its time for launch. bye, all my girls, i know girl zhou follows me in this county and countryside. bring me my fuel and drinks, my best beloved! i love u all, my dearest, my brides. God sees and sets in the only Son.

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for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.
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baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲, domain owner of warozhu.com, immersed in pc games.
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proud father, benzrad, 朱子卓, and joyful baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲.
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my dad, 朱中明, Father in Heaven, his tomb here in my hometown village.
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the ever green slope of our back mountain, 大璧山. world blesses it.

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